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Originally Posted by Alexa It's actually kinda funny you said that, Stinger, just shows how much this place means to you. |
Hmm, I must correct that statement, this place means absolutely nothing to me anymore. My efforts, time and work I put into this place are all in the past now. I quit running this board when my interest in it got completely lost due to circumstances. I care about the
people, that's why you still see me post. And it makes me happy to know you can see in my writing that I care about them. Because that is the sole reason I stuck around for all this time. I sure do not see keeping in touch with friendlies as wasting away valuable time. There are some great people on this board, and I feel it's awesome to be able to interact with them and share opinions with them.
My view is also that things will never be just like the old days though. As you said, lives change and we change, and I also don't visit here near as much as back then. Your return here came as a surprise to me though, so you can consider my thoughts about your departure as a mere left behind impression.
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Originally Posted by Alexa It's not about the ego or pride. I have no problem with having fun here but it won't be like in the old days. That's almost impossible. Things and lives have changed and when i have free time i'm not planning on wasting it here as much as i used to.
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I don't think of it as a place where i'm 'too good to come to' or something like that. The point is that i don't think about this place at all, i was sick and i was bored and then it popped to my head. |
I see a definite ladder of approach there. I see there's people you consider as friends (at least I hope!) all the time (probably "outside the internet" as some like to call it), and I see there's people you consider as friends only when you're bored. Correct me if I'm wrong, but that is how it seems to me from the stuff you say, and how you went about your business in the past. Not that I'm criticizing that or anything. To each their own ways, ya know.
As far as the origin of my comments, they were based on what I was told by the other one. In a personal chat, she was downtalking almost everything and everyone on this board. But she had like a dozen different faces, so it's all one big web of shite anyways and when talking about wasting time, that really is wasting time thinking about.
Fact remains though, when people ask (and you bet they do) you both left the board right after shitting around with people here and I happened to be among those people. Whatever thoughts were behind that with you personally, I never knew and I never did care to know either. At that time I considered neither of you among my friends anymore. It's just that, I used to be a person who, when he was being deceived, he was hellbent on figuring out the truth. And so I did. I always did take relationships seriously, even if they ended up being mistakes. Still do, only I stopped longing for it over the years.
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Originally Posted by Alexa Oh, and whatever conflicts we had here are in the past, i honestly dont even remember and surely don't care about them. |
Nah, you and I didn't really have any real conflict going on. You were just being an annoyance factor to the wrong person at the wrong time. That is all it was.
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