Thanks guys for replying. I appreciate it very much. So much that I don't what to say, BUT thank you!!!
I love you all very much, you're all great people and I had a good day no matter the setbacks that began my day of fun and laughter, still a pretty good day. I'd even say it was awesome, this thread of course, making my day.
I might even be able to see Becky this weekend so that'll make my week better. I will take this all in stride, I shouldn't have set expectations, though. That was my first mistake.
BTW, driving is excellent.

lol, me and my randomness. I swurr.
Swany - I might have to take you up on that offer, bud! You guys better wait for me when that time comes!!!
Thanks to (the following people):
- Adams (you're a great person, and an awesome friend, thanks for the e-card and making this thread)
- Jennifer (just <3...lol)
- Cate (Mraz fans gotsta stick 2getha, ya know!)
- Mandy (<3 to you because you're you, special, and music-savvy YOU ROCK!)
- Lana (<3 to you because ya love the Mraz man just as much as the rest of us, and I might say, that is an honor...lol thanks for being sweet to me.)
- Logan (lies only hold back the people that won't forgive, take good care of yourself, you lucky lucky man - you've made it this far, don't give up now!)
- Rachel (you kick arse!)
- Dennis (nope, you're still the doo-doo head)
- Raul (Ja Raul is coming back to attack, you make the rap game look fun)
- Dark Mysteria (I think that's Heather if I'm not mistaken!!! hi <3)
- Stinger (you're a great guy and ya kick major booty, from one staffmember to another)
- Chrees (<3 to you and Meech, I swear you guys will marry one day, that is if Colin ain't open still, he'll be 50 and old by then, but still...if he is, I bet you'll take him in...heh <3)
- Gert-Jan (you're the coolest hyphenated-named person I know!)
- dids (<3, you need to email me sometime,
martian723@hotmail.com -- you're awesome, i think you got it wrong, though, because it's you who rocks!!)
- BMB (again, thanks for the wishes, you're a good guy -- powertripper! bwahahahahaha only demons rise to the occasion)
- Kasia (the kiss thing was adorable, thanks)
- Brant (the man from the land down under! look! i see him!)
- Kim (expectations suck <3)
- Mario (<3, how about you buy me one first?...heh)
- Nadia (<3, i got jason's CD today...woo!!!)
- Mike (you've been missing as of lately, but i see you!)
- Neil (Dr. Nasty -- haha, betcha thought I wouldn't remember that)
- Alex (the SoCo thing was classic, that was like a whole paragraph about that song, hahaha)
- Nate (7/23 pride (*_*) Happy Birthday to you, bud!!!)
- Michael (ya guided me on my way into Tori-dom and I thank ya, plus, damn if you ain't cool and know what you're doing -- congratulations again on graduating from college!)
- Ellen (your songs are fantastic, you're mad talented, and ya need to start just singing in public, anywhere, there's people all around you!)
- Frankie (the man from the big PA! -- how's it hangin'? you should also email me [look at the dids message])
- Charly (i still hate you, pfft, no I don't, you're funny and ya make me laugh so it's okay to keep you around heh...as if i could kill you or make you not appear any more...hahaha, i can!)
- Swany! (beer sounds excellent; Canada, however, i'd get lost there, so you're gonna have to help me out there! -- big country, lots of people saying "eh" what more do i need? live it out in luxury)
...and to the people that haven't stopped in here yet but want to say it anyway -- keep'em coming!...lol
I know a certain someone who probably feels left out, but really isn't. She gets a special message because I wanted to have it this way.
Becky -- I love you and I miss you and I can honestly say we're not through just yet, I don't know if we ever will be completely through, but I know my heart belongs to you. Thank you for your e-mails and all of the many phone calls. You're dear to my heart, and even if we separate, I still feel as close as I could be, connected. My heart goes out to you. I love you very much, baby. Just so long as you know! You're so honnnnnnnnest!!