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Originally posted by RaInBoW_bRiTe
I can't speak for everyone, but the reason i started smoking inthe first place was just for stress relief. I was in SUCh a stressful situation at the time, ( I was homeless) and a friend was like "this will makeyou feel better" and it did, and I just kept smoking. It was easy to do since all my friends did it
. it was when I was 18, and even though that was only a couple of years ago, I am MUCH smarter now. You do childish crap when you're immature, like I was. I didn't think about the consequences at all. Luckily I AM thinking about them now, which Is why I want to quit. I can't go back in the past , but I can make a difference in my future. Plus its just getting ridiculous to go out side in sub zero weather to smoke. Pshew. |
That's EXACTLY how it is for me. Except when I was younger, I started smoking because of a guy. How fucking retarded is that?!?
And it was easy to keep smoking because my mom let me smoke. All my friend's smoked. So it was the easiest thing to do.
And the fact that I was drinking non stop didn't help either.
But now that I'm older, I wish I didn't smoke. It's so disgusting. But I'm going to try to quit or at least smoke outside because I got a new puppy and I don't want to kill her or my baby sister.